I was doing my laundry at his house
He was a friend
Our washing machine broke
I suggest to my mom to take our laundry to my friend’s house
We have been friends for several months
and we have many common friends
so I didn’t expect him when..
I didn’t expect him to..
He came into the laundry room playing with himself!
I looked in disbelief
and was outraged, really outraged
I ran to leave the house
leaving the laundry behind, for it didn’t matter anymore
He followed me
and grabbed me from my arm strongly
I got scared
He pushed me on the sofa
and pushed himself over me
I felt parallized
and didn’t know what to expect
I had to react, in anyway
I got all the courage I have, and warned him firmly
If you are not going to leave me alone now, I will make sure to tell everyone about this
He backed off!
I was relieved
He started telling me that he loves me and that he wants me
I took my laundry while still frightened and left
I was in shock
and didn’t want to see him again
Our friends started to question me
It was my word against him
Why were you in his house they asked?
I should have expected that reaction!
No matter how much of a victim a woman can be, it is always her fault
I am the immoral bitch who trusted the decency of a male friend
and his kind proposal for me to have my laundry at his house
You never know where a predator lies? no?
and you know what hurts the most?
It isn’t that he betrayed the trust I gave him
and freaked the hell out of me
the injustice you feel when someone hurts you and your friends who you depend on
just stand still
questioning your credibility and honesty
but what can I do
I was in his house! It justifies it, no?!