كلما كبرت, تكبرين اضعاف و اضعاف. كلما نظرت الى عينيك وجدتك ابهى و اجمل. لبست ثوب الحداثة و بدتي تتكللمين اللغات. لم تعودي طفلة, انوثتك اكتملت. تعلمتي ارتداء اجمل الفساتين, تعلمتي ارتداء الماكياج والروائح. تتورد خدودك في نضارة و يعبق هواؤك بأريج الورد و الياسمين
أخذتي مكانك بين مدن العالم عن جدارة. بيروت, القدس و بغداد اصبحن يغرن منك. فتحت ذراعيك و استقبلت ابناءهم, ضممتهم الى صدرك و احتضنتهم كما تحتضنينا نحن. اقتسمنا حليبك و عطفك و حنانك. علمتنا المشاركة و التعاطف و المحبة
عمان, يقفز قلبي بفرح لسماع اسمك, يتهلل بسرور عند سماع ابناؤك يمجدونك باجمل الاهازيج. نتغني بتاريخك و تراثك. نتذكر عندما كنت عمون و عندما كنت فيلادلفيا. احبك العالم منذ القدم, و مجدوك على مر العصور
احب حاضرك وماضيك, اتعجب بمقدرتك العجيبة على مجاراة اخر ابداعات الموضة و الحداثة بينما تحافظين على تراثك و ماضيك. تتفاخرين بعبدون و صويفية والرابية كما تتفاخرين بجبل عمان و الويبدة والحسين. تجمعين ابناؤك من انحاء جسمك و ترقصين و تغنيين لهم في المدرج الروماني. تتباهين بالقلعة التي تشهد على امجادك و مضيك الجميل
احب صيفك و شتاءك. ما اجمل ليالييك في الصيف, اعشقها, كأنها فصلا من فصول الف ليلة و ليلة. اجلس في احدى مقاهيك او باراتك, ارتشف الشاي و القهوة و البيرة, ادخن الارجيلة, و اتسامر مع الاصدقاء, نلتف حول المائدة نتبادل الاحاديث التي لاتخلو عن ذكرك, هناك دائما الجديد, لم نعد نستطع مجاراتك, سوق جديد, مطعم جديد, مقهى جديد, مبنى جديد, مجلة, محطة اذاعية او تلفزيونية, نادي, شارع, متنزه, مكتبة, مهرجان, …الخ
عندما اسافر, اشتاق اليك, اشعر كالسمكة خارج الماء, اعود الى بيتي بشوق و لهفة. اشعر بالارتياح عند اول نفس من هواؤك, ابتسم لسماع اسمك في كابينة الطائرة ” نصف ساعة و نصل الي عمان” كانها موسيقي تتردد في اذني
عمان, اهواكي كما يهوى العشق عشيقتة, اهواكي كما يهوى الابن والدته. اشعر بالامان بطرقاتك, و اعيش بفرح بين ذراعيك. ضميني بقلبك وانتابع نمونا مع بعض لنسجل بصبتنا في التاريخ للأجيال القدمة
احبك
Fadi Zaghmout فادي زغموت 
أشرح وعلل،كيف مدن مثل بغداد(أول مدينه العالم أحتضنت أول مكتيه في لعالم)و القدس(مهد الديانات)و بيروت( أحد أكبر مدن العالم التجاري قد أصبحوا أناثن في وصفك الغير موفق وهل الابنيه والشوارع أصبح لهم شعور وأحساس كاسائر البشر؟؟
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Can’t you see what is going on in Baghdad, Al Quds and Beirut these days?! They most definatly envy Amman for its peaceful state and moderanization!As for the buildings and streets. Have you ever heard of metaphores?
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u r gay
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alurdunialurrcan’t u see that most of Iraqi people and a lot of Lebaneese came to Amman coz they know that it is a peacefull place to live in thanks god, and they sure envy us for that.anonymousA person who loves his country doesn’t have to be GAY and by the way u can comment on the article by giving ur opinion on the article and not insulting people.this only shows how ignorant U R.fadiI love it and i also have the same feelings for our beautifull Amman and i encourage u on writing arabic articles.
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يفضح عرضك ما اتيسكwalak have you tried to take a walk in amman recently?have you ever drove 3ala share3 Mecca at 8 o’clock.have you ever visited Eastern 3amman?or do you think akamenn 3amara m3afnat ma ilhom parking and that are falling as they are being built saratt modernizations…ahh willa, the fact that u can walk openly gay in amman and hug your boyfriend in public makes amman modern and spectacular.utter idiocy and empty words stacked next to each other.o7ibboki ya 3amman bishmsaki wa bihawa2aki…waaaaal shoo mo3abber…la2 wa morhaff il i7ssass kaman ya waladd…walal illi ma bi3rafak bigool fataah morahiqah illi btoktob
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Hi Fadi,i think the person/people behind the Anonymous comments, are completely sick!!whats wrong with you? like idiots u come make a comment under Anonymous say whatever u want gay o ebsar shu and just go…seriously this is ultimate stupidity!And he likes his country, shu da7’al rabbak? if you are less fortunate, or not doing exactly what you wish for in Amman, go find somwehere else to achieve ur dreams, and find joy there…Anonymous, good luck with your life!
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المشاكل في الوطن العربي جما ،عمان هي بغداد وهي القدس وهي بيروت وهي القاهره وهي الدار البيضاء وهي دمشق وهي حيفا وهي صنعاء وهي مكه وهي كل ما تعنيه الكلمه أوالتشبيه نعم ياأخواني وأخواتي ،كلنا في مركب واحد ومصيرنا واحد وعدونا واحد ولا يمكن لنا أن نعيش بكرامه بدون التطلع ولاأخد بلحسبان المعانه والتشردم الذي يواجه الشعوب العربيه المغلوب علي أمرها
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thanks a lot fadi, great words and very honest.
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loool…we7yat allah sometimes I would be in this higher spritiual state with my mind where i admire your posts before I get knocked back to Earth with some of the funny comments you hear.LMAO at annonymous.
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Haitham, thx buddy, I just can’t comprehend how some people can carry this much hatred for someone they don’t know just because he says things they dont like! Still they are not courageous enough to sign at least with a name!Hareega, I am glad you like it. It is a relief to hear so with this amount of hatred messages!Hamza, you really made my day with your words. Thanks man. I guess that it touched you and Hareega the most because you live outside. Hope you all come back one day and enjoy the nights of Amman.
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hi fadi thanks for new article i always come back to see whats new in ur blog .as hamzeh , it always shock me what ppl sayz in the commints part of it…this one was a bet over the top … if u think u have somthing against the idia u need to state that going to acuse ppl , say things and bad manners , well thats just totaly un aporprite ….it shows how ppl are defrent in away. some r good and some r bad .. and worse some are not in the loop at all as the anonymouse dude with hatred over dose that he fixed him self with and tryed to show it ( unfortunitly ) on ur blog…fadi keep moving its only a bumb in the road , move over it and it’ll be fast forgoten 🙂
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Hey Murad, it does amaze me as well! lol. Sometimes they just make me laught :). Don’t worry about them man. I am glad you enjoy my posts. Cheers. Tamara, I havent replied to you before. Well said. I am glad you loved my Arabic writings. I will hopefully write more in Arabic.
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Tamara,,I have lived in Baghdad in the early seventies,it is one of the most magnificent Arab cities I have visited. The reason Iraqis come to Jordan not because envy Jordan,they come because they are fleeing violence,who ever live in baghdad or Iraq will never move anywhere else,the cradle of all civilisation.
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alurdunialhurr, sure, Iraq is the cardle of all civilisation. We love Iraq and we don’t underestimate its historical importance. My point of saying Baghdad envies Amman is that Amman is at peace now, while Baghdad is not. Amman is in a far better situation than Baghdad these days.
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Anonymous 2,You know what is “a bet over the top” and “ un aproprite” ? It is your fucking butchering of the English language. You have to be doing it on purpose? Please tell me I’m right and the joke is on me! Aftir Oll “commint” an “anonymouse” r writen wrigh in the frant of U!!
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Haitham,I am sorry I offended you, your significant other and your interwinding (no pun intended) lifestyles . Thanks a lot for your warm wishes, and honestly there are a lot of things I don’t like about Amman, and I’d rather not leave but simply complain. You on the other hand, you can find harboring niches all over the world (I even heard they offer political asylum for faggots)
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For the hater on my blog, actually you have only offended your own self popping in a cowardace matter every now and then having nothing to say but spew your bitterness and hatred! If anyone is joker on this blog, it is you. You don’t add anything except a comic relief. People now check my comment section for a laugh! I thank you for that! Just try to change your broken record so that we don’t get bored!
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